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The simplest things make me laugh. It's not hard to please me. I'm a free spirit. I'm strong and determined I love everybody yet trusts no one. I'm just a girl and that's all I wanna be :)

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Tired (T_T)

Im tired of the hate

Im tired of the pain

I wish all the drama would go away. 

Im tired of being sad

Im tired of listening

Just shut it all out

Im tired of the yelling

Im tired of the cryng

I blare the music louder

and smile a little brighter

to keep it all out

Im tired of hiding

and Im soooo tired of dealing with it

But im still standing

shoulders back and chin up

i listen to their problems

even thou i cant solve my own

Im tired of caring but i cant stop

My love is too strong

Im just tired

but I keep movin on 

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Love&Time

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.

Love
was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.

When the island had almost sunk,
Love decided to ask for help.

Richness
was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said,
"
Richness, can you take me with you?"
Richness
answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love
decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!"
"I can't help you,
Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness
was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you."
"Oh . . .
Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness
passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come,
Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder,

Love
asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?"
"It was
Time," Knowledge answered.
"
Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge
smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."






(An inspiring story I read from my friend's notebook)

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Teenage crush

I’ve got a crush on you, passing by my seat I am looking through you…

I’ve got a crush on you, you are lighting my days all through…

I’ve got a crush on you, a fantasy I’ve long along the way, 

Will I ever stop being this way? It is bothering me each day.


I’ve got a crush on you, knowing that you are looking at me scares me.

I’ve got a crush on you, talking to you cause my nose to bleed.

I’ve got a crush on you, funny but it is true.

I’ve got a crush on you; I hope you will not notice it so.


I’ve got a crush on you, when you pass by; I could not help but blush…

I’ve got a crush on you; you left my day full of smiles...

Looking at your eyes never will I lie.

I’ve got a crush on you, on you my dear passerby.







(paubraha lang ko poem, pero kung short story.. ay, la gd ko idea kung ano. haha)

Thursday, December 9, 2010

(-_-)

I wasn't able to pass my short story today.. ugh.

Pwde sa monday lang maam?? hehe.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

How To Work Better

(Lesson for this day)


1. Do one thing at a time


2. Know the problem


3. Learn to listen


4. Learn to ask questions


5. Distinguish sense from nonsense


6. Accept change as inevitable


7. Admit mistakes


8. Say it simple


9. Be calm


10. SMILE :]

Monday, December 6, 2010

I'm Already Lost

RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 25 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!


IF SOMEONE SAYS ‘ARE YOU OKAY’ YOU SAY?
"Fly on the wall"
Hahaha!


WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"hero in me"
Awee..


HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
"Girl of the year"
Aytt


WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"hero"
 Char! haha

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"I don't wanna fall in love"
Whahaha!!!!


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"irreplaceable"
Uhm.


WHAT’S YOUR MOTTO?
"waking up n vegas"
Baw, tane lang.


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
"I want to know what love is"
O_O


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"what time is it now?"
Haha. Hmmm.. 


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"Me & You"
Weee..


WHAT IS 2 + 2?
"Tik Tok"
Oh..

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"Only You"
Bew.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Beautiful eyes"
<3<3

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"Christmas Tree"
O_O?

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 
"Lucky in the sky with the diamonds"
Yeheeey!! haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"Whole Lotta Love"
Hahahahaha.like2x!

WHAT WILL YOU DO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"Beautiful"
Awww..

WHAT WILL ThEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"lucky"
Wahahahah!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
"first dance"
Ayeee...

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? 
"Ghost"
Hahaha??

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET? 
"God Damn your beautiful"
Aww.


WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
"All God Things"
Oh yeaaah..

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 
"Empire State of Mind"
Hahaha. Neeeewww Yoork! XD

WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
"Diva"
ayeee!

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? 
"Look at me now"
(-_-)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
"Billionaire"
Weeeehaaa!!!

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
"Behind enemy lines"
Ohhh..

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
"Fight for this love"
Whaaa?

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
"Eenie Meenie"
How??

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
"I Don't Care"
:D

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
"Lips of an Angel"
weee!

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
"Got me Going Crazy"
Oh? sadya lang gid. haha

WHAT WILL YOU NAME THIS NOTE? 
"I'm already Lost"
(^_^)


yow guys, Try this!!! just for fun ^^,

Saturday, December 4, 2010

ONE ^^,

One 
But unbearable 
One
But unexplainable
One 
But Only deepest sorrow
One 
Never stop
One 
Impossible to hold
One 
Wreck a trust
One 
Burn the wish
One 
In the name of love
One 
Dying in loneliness
One 
Never awake after fall
One 
Failed the happiness
One 
Dream of life
One
Cry for death
One is me
A broken-heart woman?? haha

Curse Youuuu!!! Gastritis :(

No wonder, my tummy aches last night. I have Gastritis (-_-)
What is Gastritis anyway? According to Wikipedia, Gastritis is an inflammation of the lining of the stomach, and has many possible causes. Hmm..


I wasn't comfortable with my sleep last night because of the pain. huhu. 
It was already 1am when I go to sleep. then every 30 minutes, *na murag muragan ako* because of the pain.. Then in the morning (5:30am) sang di ko na kaya, I told Mom. Timing man because duty ni Mom sa Hosp, 7am.. So, we both go to the hospital.. i had big eyebugs, and people were looking at me kay ga pang lapsi ako. 
When we got there, the pedia is wala pa.. So we waited kay kaya ko pa naman.. So Mom decides to have breakfast with me at the hospital Canteen.. And rest for a while at the OR(operating room) *where my mom works*


The friends of Mom asked kung ano ko niya.. My mom answered 'bata ko ni, 14 years old" And they were like "anoo? 14 plg na? Dako ba. haha. Paintraha na sya Ma'am Juls sa search.. madaog gd na. hahaha" And I was like "(-_-)"


Ugghhh. Sakiiiittt..






It was already 9am when the doctor called to Mom that he is already at th ER. But when we got there, I heard a woman crying.. His baby is "agaw buhay" Then the doctor was busy "CPR-ing" the baby.. And I asked Mom, naano ang baby? ahay. Then Mom said "na dehydrate daw.. 1 week sya galupot" "o.O" It took hours saving the baby's life.. Then one of the nurse asked kung maano ko.. "ma pa check up ky gasakit iya tyan" Mom answered. "Ayy.. sako pa sila hu, maayo na na karun kung tapos na sila., hehe"  I asked myself kung ngaa daw wala lang sila ya haw nga may manug patay na.. then I asked Mom, kung damo gakapatay sa WVSU-MC everyday.. Mom said, "Damu.. laban mga baby pa." "ha? ahayy.."




Many doctors were already there.. then a doctor asked me if nano ako.. Ambal ko gaskait tyan ko..
then the doctor asked so many questions, then he said to me that I have Gastritis. may gn painum sila dayun bulong sakun.. nalipat ko sang ngalan.. Then Ok na pamtyg ko..


That was the first time I witnessed that situation.. And I was just praying that the Baby will live.. 




I rested at the dressing room of the nurses in operating room.. Then Lunch, i had lunch with Mom, and other friends of mom and Pax, brother of gella.. it was fun talking with them.. All we do, was LOL. haha


Oohh,, nami mag work sa OR. haha. Putos2x sulat2x kag ma wait patient.


yay! Atleast for one day, na experience ko na kung pano magng NURSE... aaahh.. Excited nako ya mag college. haha.




Ma patient day Mom nga n operahan sa tiil.. dyun, ambot. lipat ko sang duwa.. haha












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